Thursday, January 3, 2013

A Two In One

   Today's post is thankfully a much more positive one than the last.  So I know it's only been three days, but I think I'm doing a good job keeping my resolutions in mind! (But then again, I'm always like this.  I really get into something, but it only lasts a short time before I forget about it.  Hopefully that won't be this though)  
       There's this guy at my school who I kind of like, and instead of just wishing for things to happen, I'm starting to make it happen! Well....kind of.  I mean I texted him that's a start!  And I asked how his hockey team was doing and asked when his next game was because I wanted to go to it with friends.  That's a start right?? And I'm friends with one of the guys on his team, so maybe I'll get him to talk to him for me, which is huge for me because when I have liked people in the past, I have never tried to make anything happen. (Maybe that's why I have never had a boyfriend haha)  So this fits in to taking risks I think, and when I was texting him, I was trying not to over analyze everything he said, so that sort of counts too!! 
And now I have pump up music stuck in my head, because I'm all excited, and I'm checking my phone every few seconds because he hasn't answered yet, and I'm trying not to think what that might mean.  Well, the chat says he hasn't looked at the message yet, so I'm good I hope.
Anyway, I hope everyone had an awesome start to the New Year!  
Check out the awesome song that's been playing over and over again in my head by Timeflies!

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Trouble Already

Okay, so I said that I would post back once I had some type of progression (good or bad) about resolutions.  Well, I have some.  I knew they weren't going to be easy, but I'm already having trouble not comparing myself to others, and over thinking everything.  With everyone talking about their vacation and their New Years plans, I start to compare my plans and what I did with what they did, and realize that their plans sound better.  Maybe they lied, maybe the didn't, but I need to stop doing that!!  Also, on the topic of over thinking things, I've re-written this post about 5 times, trying to make sure I didn't come across pathetic or anything, so you people wouldn't get annoyed.  But come on, you don't even know who I am and I don't know you! I really have to work on this.  Oh and by the way, the point of this blog is not to complain or brag about my life at all, but its to write about my life as honestly as I can, so people can see that we share the same problems, or maybe that we don't.  Also, maybe some of you can give me advice?

  Okay, so back on topic.  My resolutions.  Ive decided that if I feel bad about how I sound to myself when I compare myself to other people, that I will list things I do like about my current life (I won't do that here, because that is really obnoxious, but I will say that I got an 108 on my math test today!! woooh!)  Maybe this will work?  I'm hoping :)

On a more positive note, although vacation just ended, only 6 more weeks untill we have another!! Woooh Aruba here I come :)